fiiiinally

when you finally get to use all the photos and inspiration that you’ve been hoarding for a month. get ready for a weekend full of posts, dear readers!120817_mwsm_jansocial_260_insta.jpg1537214750.jpg1536201545.jpg8-smoking.jpg1536262458.jpg1536795568.jpg1536362420.jpg1537325534.jpg1538357941.jpg1538879115.jpg1538879319.jpg1539222636.jpg1539398681.jpg1539543674.jpg1539656265.jpg1540073331.jpg1540090209.jpg1540437470.jpgvia collage vintage, tendances de mode, pinterest, postsecret, bianca valle

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it’s nyfw again! days 1-4

not even living on a reservation with minimal access to wifi can keep me away from new york fashion week street style!  i do these round up posts every year, so just search “fashion week” if you want to peruse previous year’s styles.  as always, my photos come from collage vintage, the best place for fashion week street style of all kinds.  what’s your favorite trend this season?  which look do you like the best?  i love how amazing everyone looks despite the rain…typical fashion girls!Collage_Vintage-NYFW-New_york_fashion_Week-Street_Style-214-2240x3360Collage_Vintage-NYFW-New_york_fashion_Week-Street_Style-147-2240x3360Collage_Vintage-NYFW-New_york_fashion_Week-Street_Style-131-2240x3360Collage_Vintage-NYFW-New_york_fashion_Week-Street_Style-107-2240x3360Collage_Vintage-NYFW-New_york_fashion_Week-Street_Style-73-2240x3360Collage_Vintage-NYFW-New_york_fashion_Week-Street_Style-67-2240x3360Collage_Vintage-NYFW-New_york_fashion_Week-Street_Style-49-2240x3360Collage_Vintage-NYFW-New_york_fashion_Week-Street_Style-51-1-2240x3360Collage_Vintage-NYFW-New_york_fashion_Week-Street_Style-53-2240x3360Collage_Vintage-NYFW-New_york_fashion_Week-Street_Style-58-1-2240x3360Collage_Vintage-NYFW-New_york_fashion_Week-Street_Style-58-2-2240x3360Collage_Vintage-NYFW-New_york_fashion_Week-Street_Style-62-1-2240x3360Collage_Vintage-NYFW-New_york_fashion_Week-Street_Style-46-2240x3360Collage_Vintage-NYFW-New_york_fashion_Week-Street_Style-40-1-2240x3360Collage_Vintage-NYFW-New_york_fashion_Week-Street_Style-31-2240x3360Collage_Vintage-NYFW-New_york_fashion_Week-Street_Style-26-2240x3360Collage_Vintage-NYFW-New_york_fashion_Week-Street_Style-23-1-2240x3360Collage_Vintage-NYFW-New_york_fashion_Week-Street_Style-14-2240x3360Collage_Vintage-NYFW-New_york_fashion_Week-Street_Style-12-2-2240x3360Collage_Vintage-NYFW-New_york_fashion_Week-Street_Style-105-2240x3360.jpgCollage_Vintage-NYFW-New_york_fashion_Week-Street_Style-55-1-2240x3360.jpgCollage_Vintage-NYFW-New_york_fashion_Week-Street_Style-39-1-2240x3360.jpgCollage_Vintage-NYFW-New_york_fashion_Week-Street_Style-140-2240x3360.jpgCollage_Vintage-NYFW-New_york_fashion_Week-Street_Style-86-1-2240x3360.jpgCollage_Vintage-NYFW-New_york_fashion_Week-Street_Style-64-1-2240x3360.jpgCollage_Vintage-NYFW-New_york_fashion_Week-Street_Style-98-2240x3360.jpgimages via collage vintage

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remember me?!

oh hi!  remember me?!?!  i mentioned a little bit about my current wifi situation on instagram, but let me go into a little more detail.  i am currently finishing my master’s degree by teaching on the navajo reservation in arizona. so far it’s going really really well, and the only hiccup is that i don’t have wifi in my room (i’m living in the dorm attached to the high school with other students).  i’ve been able to pick up wifi here and there, and a kind teacher told me i can pop by his place whenever i need to use the internet, so hopefully i will be able to start posting again. i did start another blog to record my journey, mostly for family and school purposes, but feel free to follow me over there as well if you’re interested: leahgoeswest.wordpress.com (though again, it’s been difficult for me to post).IMG_3377  truly this experience has already been pretty incredible, and though not everything has been smooth, nor will it be in its entirety, i’m so excited to be on this adventure that i’ve been planning for a long time.  if anyone has any suggestions of things i need to see/places i need to go while i’m in the southwest, please let me know!! i want to go any and everywhere.  i’m currently spending labor day weekend in durango, colorado and don’t ever want to leave this state so that’s a new development!IMG_3407 i have a very limited selection of “things” with me – makeup, skincare, clothes, accessories – so i thought it might be fun to look at the things that i’m missing the most. nothing like being separated from your belongings for 4 months to show you what you really love.

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coach duffle bag // i have mentioned this bag before on the blog, but this is my favorite purse of any that i own.  it’s a vintage (i think 70s) black leather coach duffle, which is one of their most iconic shapes.  it’s essentially a big bucket bag with an adjustable strap – so i either wear it close to my underarm or even crossbody if it’s extra heavy.  it’s such a classic shape and style and fits my everyday life. i miss you bb! i’m sorry i couldn’t bring you!

baggy levi’s 501s // i have a bunch of levi’s but i only brought my 501 skinnies.  my baggy ones are perfectly soft, worn in, and ripped, and i love that they’re slightly cropped (i cut them myself naturally) and slightly too big.  i love them for every season, with sneakers, with birks, with army boots.  i actually thought that i packed them, but apparently not!  i have no clue what wash i have, but i linked a similar looking pair.

black skinny strap rainbows // i absolutely live in my black rainbows all summer long (and every pair of rainbows i’ve ever had since 7th grade).  i didn’t bring them in favor of my birks, but i wish i had these just for simplicity’s sake.  i do find myself wearing socks with birkenstocks quite a bit these days, which is probably not a habit i should get into!!!!

cape cod bracelets // i love my two little silver bangles with silver or gold screw balls.  is anyone else familiar with these?  i usually wear them during the summer and then phase them out come fall, but i didn’t do that this year and i don’t have them with me.  i go through phases of wearing a lot of necklaces or a lot of bracelets, and right now i’m forgoing both to be simple and under-the-radar.  no fun!bb feather // b e a u t y //

igk 1995 shampoo // i’m in love with this texturing shampoo.  it just wasn’t feasible for me to bring something so particular and that i don’t use every time i wash my hair, but this is my favorite texturing shampoo of the few i’ve tried.  the r+co cactus shampoo is my second in command, but the 1995 is just a little grittier.

dedcool fragrance 02 // i don’t wear perfume enough to justify bringing it (i just brought my usual sandalwood fragrance oil), but i really miss this scent.  it’s one of those that just melts into your skin and seems like what you actually smell like, a little bit woodsy and masculine, a little bit clean, a little bit warm.  sandalwood is my favorite scent of all time, and that is the base of 02 with something extra.IMG_3349bb dorm. . .

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my nordstrom sale picks

the nordstrom anniversary sale is fun because of all the exclusive beauty items that come out.  from special palettes to well-priced sets, there are always things to drool over.  i don’t usually splurge on anything, but this year i got two items that i didn’t think i could miss out on.  bb nordstrom sale1.jpgthe nars hot escape eye & cheek palette, $49, was really the item that made me make a purchase.  it’s a beautifully cool-toned (FINALLY) palette with four eye shadows, one blush, and one highlighter.  the eye shadows are on the sheer side while still having a nice amount of pigment, making them perfect for every day while still being buildable and buttery.  the taupe is obviously my favorite of the bunch, but i appreciate having a matte beige and a darker shade for lining the eyes.  my darkest shade got a little smashed in transit, but not too much shadow is missing thankfully.  the blush is gorgeously neutral with a ton of pigment, so while i have to be careful with it, it’s great when applied lightly on my skin.  it perfectly enhances my summer tan.  and the highlighter, which i will probably use as an eye shadow, is a great light champagne that isn’t too yellow.  sabrina of the beauty lookbook had a great review on this here.bb nordstrom sale2.jpgthe hourglass ambient lighting blush palette ($65) is the same one they release every year, though they say the shade on the far left is an exclusive.  the shades are surreal glow, luminous flush, and mood exposure.  my surreal glow is very light even on my skin, so i’ve been mixing it with the other two or using it as a faux highlighter (i’m really not a powder highlighter girl).  i like the other two blushes so much that it is worth it to have the light one in the palette either way – again i’ll definitely use it as a soft eye shadow.  this was still in stock by the time of me writing this post, so i recommend checking it out if you like hourglass but don’t have any of their blushes.  mood exposure has always seemed too plummy to me, but it actually shows up quite warm and bronzey/neutral on the skin which is a great surprise. bb nordstrom sale3.jpgi don’t own very many palettes so it’s nice to add a couple to my little collection.  of course i by no means needed these items, but i can’t resist a special edition when i can really see myself loving the products.  of the two, definitely try to find the nars palette on ebay or the like if you are into cooler tones…they don’t come around too often these days!bb nordstrom sale4.jpg

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practicing growth

Screen shot 2018-08-05 at 2.03.16 PM.pngthe mistakes, the anger, the passion, the shards of our love are all around.

doomed from the start, i ignored the signs, promises of kisses cured feelings, words healed wounds inflicted by your broken soul.

you shoot me when you are down, you try to get me to your level, you spout the words you think are true but are just misguided, anything i say you claim i play the victim.

you disgust me and then come crawling back.  i forgive you in the name of mental anguish, darkness, and pain.  today is enough, you pushed me too far.

i am strong. i am beautiful.  i am destined for the whole world.  and i will not be reduced to the partner of an angry, lost man.

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this or that: the even better dupes

sometimes you fall in love with a product, the product is discontinued or has bad ingredients, and you find yourself on an endless search for a good dupe.  and then you find one dupe, next to another dupe, next to ANOTHER DUPE!

the land of the even better dupes is the land of the laura mercier velour extreme matte lipstick.bb new dupes2.jpgthe original dupe that i was on the search for was a replacement for my beloved nars pure matte lipstick in montego bay.  nars, for some ludicrous reason, decided to discontinue the best matte lipstick of all time.  and this color, the perfect peachy pink, was difficult to find a replacement for.  a few weeks after purchasing the laura mercier velour extreme matte lipstick in vibe, i realized that it is a spot-on SPOT-ON dupe for montego bay.  and might i say i like the formula even better?!

i then found myself, naturally, looking at the other shades in the line.  the beautiful blue-red dominate is a perfect dupe, and even better formula in my opinion, for nars velvet matte lip pencil in dragon girl.  the nars pencils contain parabens, so i no longer use them, and i actually find the texture a little too silicone-heavy.  the ingredients in the laura mercier pencils are by no means clean, but they don’t have some of the bigger nasties that i look out for.bb new dupes1.PNGshown here: nars montego bay, laura mercier vibe, laura mercier dominate // vibe is showing up slightly more pink than montego bay, but in real life they do look almost identical

now this next color is one that i don’t own yet, but want to.  it’s the color clique, which is a perfect dupe for, you guessed it, the nars velvet matte lip pencil in famous red, a coral red that’s perfect for a summer night.

i agree it’s a little strange that the laura mercier range has so many nars dupes, but you won’t find any complaints here.  i can’t wait to dabble in the deeper shades for fall and winter – i bet there’s a dupe for nars velvet matte in damned somewhere in there.  oh plus the packaging is soooo much better than the nars velvet mattes.  if you own those little suckers you know exactly what i mean!

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june picks

bb june picks1.jpga face wash duo // i’ve been mixing cleansers this month by using the trader joe’s nourish cleanser (i’ve linked this to the amazon listing, but it was $4 in store, not $14) as a first cleanse (more soapy, but not stripping) and following up with the first aid beauty cleanser (more moisturizing).  they work together to perfectly wash my face and control my acne while also offering moisture and hydration.  and i just feel really clean in the best way.

mad hippie vitamin c serum // this is my second bottle of this magic potion and i really do love it.  because my acne is curing due to a variety of products i can’t necessarily say this is making that much of a difference, but i do think it makes my skin brighter, more even, and very hydrated.bb june picks2.jpggriffin remedy stimulating shampoo // i am in love with this shampoo.  truly, in love.  i’ve previously written about the pura d’or shampoo and conditioner, but i think this takes the cake in helping my hair feel healthy and strong.  if you aren’t used to sulfate-free products this might not be for you, but i love that it brings out my natural texture without feeling soft or flat.  and i really do think it’s stimulating!  i usually skip conditioner for added grit (i’m sure this is bad but whatever).

nars pro prime smudge proof eye shadow base // now this is a funny favorite because i don’t actually have it in my possession currently.  after finishing up my tube i decided to try out the wet-n-wild eye shadow primer that is supposedly a dupe for the nars.  and it is terrible!  it completely dries out my eyelids and is too smudge-proof in that it feels like the shadow is glued to my eyelids.  i cannot wait to repurchase the nars and this has shown me that i’ll suck up the price because i don’t want anything else.bb june picks3.jpgh&m jean jackets // i’ve lived in my madewell jean jacket for about 5 years now and just needed a change.  i first found this amazing washed pink jean jacket at h&m and after falling in love with the fit i searched around for a regular denim one as well.  they were pretty pricey at $49 but i’ve been living in them.  i don’t typically shop at h&m but i know i’ll have these jackets for years to come.bb june picks5.jpgeve babitz // the true los angeles queen.  i absolutely adore her style of writing and the stories she tells.  i cannot get enough!  there is a reason why we think of l.a. the way we do, and eve is why.  i’m currently finishing eve’s hollywood, absolutely adored slow days, fast company, and can’t wait to start her novels.

murder maps // a netflix show highlighting london’s nasty murderers in the 18 and 1900s.  sooo creepy and so good.  love the mix of history and horror.

won’t you be my neighbor // hands down the most beautiful movie i’ve ever seen.  needless to say i was moved to tears.  i can’t say much more than that because i really am speechless.bb june picks4.jpg. . .

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